[Thursday February 26th, 2009 at 8:00pm] i feel OLD. jillianvieweg new lj. this one is too full of old memories for me. READ

[Tuesday February 10th, 2009 at 4:44pm] in regards to kassandra's last post, this is what i was able to come up with. ( i'll post more when i find them. ) COMMENT (6) READ

[Friday December 26th, 2008 at 10:42pm] it's really depressing to read the things i used to post about. but at the same time, it's really interesting. we all used to have such a good time smoking pot and riding around in the lincoln with like nine people, blasting tegan and sara and eisley. haha. just food for thought. COMMENT (1) READ

[Monday December 8th, 2008 at 2:16am] i've been thinking about a lot of things lately. mostly past things, and past people. all i have to say is, i'm an asshole. and i'm sorry to those that i have hurt and messed with and talked about and purposely sabotaged, and whatever else i may have done to hurt anybody. i've had my mind set on changing lately. and if you're wondering, yes, this probably applies to you. COMMENT (3) READ

[Tuesday October 28th, 2008 at 12:25am] I have a job interview tomorrow at justin's work to be a phone person. If I get it, im gonna keep ruby's too and just work am's and a saturday double and a sunday open. Hopefully that will help us out with money. Getting the keys for the apartment tomorrow, bought a love seat and a matching recliner, were picking it up on saturday and moving it to the new place. Im pretty souped about it. Anyone wanna buy a blackberry for verizon? Its only been used for a month, still has case, charger, box, cd rom, and everything it came with. $100. Comment my journal. We need it sold by friday. COMMENT (1) READ

[Tuesday September 30th, 2008 at 6:49pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | the organ ] so, a lot of things are going on. while justin and I were in new york for our one year anniversary, cody broke his other leg while in the care of justin's mother and now has two casts. we may be moving out of our current apartment because bobbie jo is fucking insane, and I can't deal with a landlord who's so fucking involved in like, their tentants lives. she gets mad over nothing while she lets her kids get away with fucking murder. I've come to terms with the fact that I am no longer making enough money at my job to support myself and justin's lifestyle. It's to the point where we seriously can't pay our bills, which is why the aforementioned apartment bullshit is coming at a really bad time. I'm also in a hell of a lot of debt. About $5000? Maybe? I've tried to stop paying attention because it's a huge stress in my life that needs to be taken care of. I've been having slight panic attacks because of it. bitches are fucking stupid. the drama at my work is just completely out of fucking control. like, if I said 'person a is a bitch', then ran to person b and said, 'well person c said that person a is a bitch', does that make any sense? no. if you say that someone has std's, don't go fucking say that it came out of someone else's mouth. like, that's just fucking retarded, especially if you're trying to tell me that this other person is the drama starter. no. you are malicious in intention, and you, my friend, are the fucking bitch in the situation. anyway, heather and I have started hanging out again. oh, and by the way, yes, I know, I am a huge piece of shit and I deserved every single thing I got from that. there's no way that I can ever apologize fully for my actions, and it's frustrating. still feelin' like an asshole, but I deserve it. im stressed, im angry, im confused, and as of right now, all im trying to do is take my mind off of everything that's going on. and find a new job!! random entry. for some reason it's hard for me to organize my thoughts while updating via sidekick. not sure why. READ

[Wednesday April 2nd, 2008 at 4:40pm] such a double standard. it's awful. i'm moving to somerset it may. fuck providence. i don't even like the fucking club anymore, why be anywhere near it? oh, and dear cunt accross the hall, i will be having huge parties until i leave. deal with it. COMMENT (1) READ

OMG I'M TWELVE HAHA OMG BOOTZ WIT DA FURRR. [Tuesday February 26th, 2008 at 5:47pm] first of all, a comment stating that i would quite enjoy it if you did not talk shit about me is absolutely not LJDRAMAOMGZLOL. i was just saying that seeing as you don't know me any more, and i don't know you, you should keep my name out of your mouth, and i will treat you the same. and saying that doesn't really interfere with your life, now does it? you seem to be the one getting "all worked up". READ

[Wednesday February 6th, 2008 at 10:22pm] haha, i actually SMELLED a french fry at work the other day because i couldn't eat one. it just kind of made me want to eat it. READ

[Friday February 1st, 2008 at 9:53pm] i'm getting fatter. i've implemented a low-carb diet and i joined the gym with jenny. we spent an hour weight training and then took a spin class. KICKED. MY. FAT. ASS. more later. READ

[Monday January 21st, 2008 at 5:57pm] new year, new age, new apartment, new puppy. things are pretty good right now. even though justin hasn't gotten paid yet, and i'm picking up all the slack. he owes me like a thousand dollars. i love cooking, i've just recently figured out. i'm really good at it. i'm also really good at waitressing. i think i want to open my own restaraunt. idk. random entries are totally fine. READ

[Sunday December 16th, 2007 at 7:54pm] i haven't posted in livejournal in forever. crazy. i should probably keep documenting things. um, i like my life? i like my friends, my boyfriend, everything basically. the only thing i'm not so down with is moving to tiverton. fuck it, not like i'm ever home anyway. i work too much for too little money. i'm about a thousand dollars in debt. as of early january it will have been one year since i have smoked pot. girls still ruined my life. k, that's about it. READ

[Tuesday May 10th, 2005 at 3:13pm] OH MY GOD. MY STEPDAD MADE A LIVEJOURNAL TO TELL EVERYONE THE "TRUTH". IF YOU WANT TO READ IT, IT'S [Unknown LJ tag] AND IT'S RIGHT BELOW. FUCK HIM. I FUCKING HATE HIM. I DIDN'T EVEN FIND OUT UNTIL TODAY. AND YEAH, THAT'S RIGHT. I MADE IT PUBLIC, CHAD, SO YOU CAN SEE THAT I DON'T FUCKING CARE WHAT YOU WRITE. YOU ARE NOT MY FATHER AND I'M NEVER TALKING TO YOU AGAIN. BYE. Telling everyone the Truth about Jill For anyone who wants to know. Please pass this on to anyone who knows Jillian. I am Jill Vieweg's stepdad. And I am writing here to tell everyone the truth about what is going on in our home life, because it is the truth that Jillian really fears for all of you to know. Facts: Jill has recently spent the week at her friend Dustyn's house under the false pretences that she has a bad home life and that her mom and I supposedly treat her like crap. While no teenager thinks their homelife is great, Jill's life isn't as bad as she tells it. Her mom and I have supported her in everything she ever does, and we provide almost everything we can afford within reason. Jillian's mom loves her very much and I love her too. It doesn't mean the we dont get into a shouting match accasionally, but you need to know that she is always cared for. The reason she is using her mom and I as her excuse is because the only way to get all of her friends to care for her is for Jill to pretend that we are making her life miserable. You tell me if this is miserable. We gave her the biggest room in the house for her bedroom. She has a TV, Cable, DVD, VCR, a phone, and full internet access, which is only governed by her school grades. (If she gets bad marks or we get reports that she isn't doing her homework, then we lessen the time online. Do you think that is too harsh?>) She's a sophmore, so she has a 10pm curfew on week days and 11pm on weekends. She can stay out til 12 midnight on special show(Concert) occasions.(All we ever ask is that we know where she plans to go and have a phone number we can reach her by. Again, is is too much to ask?) She had unlimited use of internet, except if she has homework issues. Currently she can't get online until 5:30pm and has to get off by 10:00 Monday through Thursday and on Sunday off at 10pm, due to school grades. Her mom wakes her up for school every morning.(She doesn't wake herself up, even with an alarm.) She has a cat that she never has to feed or clean, and she never has to take care of the litter box. Guess who has to do that. She has no chores...that's right...none. All we ask is that she clean up after herself, of course that rarely happens and when we have her comeback to clean messes she made, all she does is complain about it. We take her everywhere, school, work, gym, friends, malls, stores, cheer practices, and other school activities. We have been at her beck and call forever. Since she got her permit, I have let her drive nearly all the time, but now she takes it for granted that she's going to drive everyday. Her mom and I have stayed in Swansea so Jill could be with her friends. We wanted to move years ago, but for her we stayed. She probably never told any of you that one. So she has all this freedom at a very small cost and all she can do is complain how her life sucks. The only reason she is doing that is to get your sympathy. Now the main reason I am telling anyone who will listen is because I am guessing due to Jill's past performance that Jill has tried to paint a picture of how horrible life is with her mom and I. Don't fall for it for a second. Let me switch gears for a second. Jill is not all a bad girl, no way. She is smart, funny, and at times (To others it seems, not us)kind and sweet. She's not a druggie, and she doesn't drink, and she's not a deviant. I think she's a really great girl and I love her as if she were my daughter. When she was gone it was like there was this hole inside me and I was in pain for several days. I couldn't think straight. Even though we don't always see eye to eye, I missed her so much. But she never see this for some reason, even though I tell her as much. To continue: Jill acts like Veruca in "Willy Wonka's Choclate factory." If she doesn't get her way she screams until she does.(I want it now!) She's spoiled. She's very bossy, and I know some of you know this. She is extreemly self-centered and thinks nothing of stepping on your feelings to get what she wants.(some of you know this too) She's constantly playing to her mom's emotions to get everything she wants. She rarely comes to me anymore because I am a brick wall. If Jill thinks that her life with us is so bad, what do you think our life is like with Jill's attitude all the time. Look, there is a lot more to the story than what Jill is telling you and she probably has lied about a great many things in order to secure your sympathies and your friendships. All I am asking is that you sit back and hear the whole story. I ask any of you to please, please send this to anyone who knows Jillian, so the truth can come out. I would gladly answer any questions about this situation and would also gladly ask for any advice on the subject if any of you out there are willing do communicate. Jill did finally come home last night and right away she was being bitchy. What's a parent supposed to do? I leave you with this. If Jill continues to try and sell her mom and I as horrible people, I will be forced to tell you all everything I know in order that the whole truth come out. I don't have anything to hide, but I know someone does. Food for thought: If Jill desperatly needed to get away from us and her horrible life with us, and things at home were so unimaginably bad, why then did the parents of Dustyn not immediately call the authorities to check out Jill's situation at home. I know if I had to take in a teen because they felt they had no choice but to leave home, I'd be on the phone with the authorities in an instant trying to make sure that child was safe from thier horrible parents, or at least investigate any alligations the teen made. But no. That didn't happen...I wonder why? Please send comments and please send this to Jill or anyone you can think of that might know her. If you are wondering why I am using this medium to get my message out, it's because I know Jill has an account her online and I belive most of her friends do to. If she would talk to me normally maybe this wouldn't be neccessary. Anyway thanks for listening to my rant. Chad Stepdad to Jill, for eight long years. ;) COMMENT (82) READ

[Friday September 10th, 2004 at 6:43pm] comment. add me. i'll add you back. COMMENT (35) READ

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